2 Months

Two months has FLOWN by. I can’t even believe how quickly we got from there to HERE already. I assume it will go by just as quickly from here on out!

The transition from one to two kids has still gone over very well! Crosby is an incredible big brother. He’s been just the sweetest and he’s becoming quite the helper. Emotionally however, this last month he struggled and how he showed it was becoming very emotional. But with some extra attention as often as possible he’s feeling secure again!

Kobe’s Likes: he still loves to nurse and sleep– hello good-ish sleeper!!! He LOVES watching his big brother play. He’s starting to love silly expressions on my face. He also loves bath time now– WIN!

Kobe’s dislikes: the car seat. Ugh. Bloody murder screaming. It’s awful. He doesn’t like gas bubbles. And he doesn’t like being set down unless you intend to play with him!

Nicknames: Mr. Serious, Kobeoshi, handsome, bubba.

Weight: Chubba Bubba is 13 pounds even!

How’s Momma: 100% healed and feeling great! Still fluffy- darn pregnancy weight – ugh! But, hopefully nursing helps! Right after 4 Weeks I had noticed myself feeling anxious and sensitive and…. overwhelmed. To the point of anxiety and panic. I started cancelling appointments cause the thought of leaving the house was just too much. After a good chat with my midwife we decided that Zoloft would be a good tool while I work out my anxious kinks! It was probably the best decision I have ever made. I feel amazing. I feel confident, clear headed, evened out emotionally and mentally. I had so much guilt before taking it that I was sure I was making a bad choice. But, after much prayer I discovered that it was the enemy trying to keep me down. I am so glad I spoke to my doctor and I have ZERO shame admitting that I needed a little help!

Kobe, you are such a gift! Truly, you are just as special to me as your big brother!!